Grand rising, Queen (it’s 9:18am where I am right now). God has a specific word for you today. As I’m led, I’m going to allow Him to open this post with some words to bring us into His presence. Read carefully and slowly and allow it to sink deep into your heart.
Right now in the Spirit I’m seeing the bottom of an angelic white robe. I don’t see whom is wearing it. The bottom of it is flowing as the being stands still and has hands lifted at each side of Him. I sense we are to rest at His feet as this word is spoken. So find a comfortable posture wherever you are on the floor, clear your mind, silence the room, silence your mind, open your heart, and read.
“My daughter, I have seen the struggles you have been going through. I have been with you since the beginning of time. I see every thought, I hear every cry for help. None of your prayers go unheard, and none of your tears go unseen. Everything that you feel, I also feel. Everything that you go through has been experienced by others around the world just like you. Some of the battles you face are because of disobedience. Some of the battles are for lack of faith. Yet some of the battles are for my glory and my glory alone. I need you to trust in me, my daughter. Trust in my power in your weakness. If it was not so, I would not have told you. My word never returns void. You are stronger than you think. If only you would allow me to show you. When will you let go of control my daughter? When will you begin to trust me with your WHOLE heart? I have many blessings in my storehouse for you, but you have hardened your heart so many times, and shut me out. When will you listen? When will you be obedient? Your obedience will give you strength. My power WILL be shown through you, if you would just receive it. Honor me with your whole heart, and your whole life. Surrender EVERYTHING to me and leave nothing out. Make me Lord over your life and I will come into you and sup with you.” Now I see the angelic presence leaving in the Spirit.
Wow!!! That was a lot!!! Are you ready to unpack this sis? Let’s get to it!!!
“My daughter, I have seen the struggles you have been going through. I have been with you since the beginning of time. I see every thought, I hear every cry for help. None of your prayers go unheard, and none of your tears go unseen. Everything that you feel, I also feel.”
(2 Thessalonians 2:13) God has seen, chosen, and known you since the beginning of time. Before you came to this earth He knew you (Psalms 139:1-18). You can’t imagine the amount of love, compassion, and adoration that God has for you. It surpasses all understanding and surpasses any type of human love you have ever experienced. I have felt some of the emotion and energy that God has for me while in prayer while speaking and residing in His presence on numerous occasions and each time it brings me to tears because it’s of the purest form and it runs so deep that I don’t even have the words to describe it. I’ve never felt anything like the love that God has for me and how deeply He cares for my thoughts and feelings. The fact that I have experienced these moments with God gives me the right to share it with you through my testimony. He has the same desire for you. He sees your struggles and wants you to ultimately lean on Him and to stop trying to fight your battles alone.
“Everything that you go through has been experienced by others around the world just like you. Some of the battles you face are because of disobedience. Some of the battles are for lack of faith. Yet some of the battles are for my glory and my glory alone.”
Ecclesiastes 1:9-11 NLT says, “History merely repeats itself. It has all been done before. Nothing under the sun is truly new. Sometimes people say, “Here is something new!” But actually it is old; nothing is ever truly new. We don’t remember what happened in the past, and in future generations, no one will remember what we are doing now.” We are never alone in our battles (I know that’s not going to make you feel any better but it’s true). There is a reason and a season for each battle we face. Some are because of something we have done that has caused an effect. There is always a consequence for everything we do under the sun, nothing goes unnoticed. What’s done in the dark will always come to light. In fact, there are instances in the Bible where people were emphatic in the fact that a man was blind as a result of his sin or the sins of his family. To their surprise, he was blind ONLY so God could get the glory from his healing. Once you realize that God is seriously trying to wake you up from your nonchalant living, you will begin to live a more intentional life and in turn receive a more fulfilled life in Christ.
“I need you to trust in me, my daughter. Trust in my power in your weakness. If it was not so, I would not have told you. My word never returns void. You are stronger than you think. If only you would allow me to show you.”
“Trust” is mentioned in the Bible 188 times. Why? Because it’s important. In fact this is a repetitive topic God reminds me of often in prayer when He gives me instruction, or even when I’m doubting I’m hearing from Him (oftentimes I think it’s my own thoughts and not Him speaking). Ultimately, God doesn’t want us to doubt Him. When we doubt instead of trusting in Him, we don’t get to manifest the full blessing. Take the instance when the disciples tried to cast out a demon from a boy but couldn’t because their faith wasn’t strong enough so Jesus had to do it (Matthew 17:14-20). When you don’t operate in full faith and trust, you don’t receive the full blessing. God wants you to know that you have so much power that you haven’t even scratched the surface of because you have not sought after it. He is calling you to come out of the world and be free from bondage of the mind and rest in His freedom, power, and glory.
“When will you let go of control my daughter? When will you begin to trust me with your WHOLEheart? I have many blessings in my storehouse for you, but you have hardened your heart so many times, and shut me out. When will you listen? When will you be obedient? Your obedience will give you strength. My power WILL be shown through you, if you would just receive it. Honor me with your whole heart, and your whole life. Surrender EVERYTHING to me and leave nothing out. Make me Lord over your life and I will come into you and sup with you.”
Why is it that we as women just can’t let go of control? We were not called to do have control in the first place (Genesis 3:16). When Eve sinned, God relinquished women’s control and man ruled over us. We have influence over others and control over our children…that’s it. We are called to trust in God to rule our lives through faith. It’s honestly less of a burden not to have to be in control. To me, it gives me a sense of peace and rest. I enjoy being in a state of flow and find great enjoyment in allowing God to control my day. God doesn’t want only part of our hearts He wants your WHOLEheart and every part of our lives, withholding nothing. I advise you listen to the song and words to “Withholding Nothing” by William McDowell because this is what God wants from you. God is calling you to let Him in and to stop putting road blocks up blocking His presence. There is absolutely no reason for you to not surrender. I know it’s hard because it may be new for you and you’ve clung onto the things and people of this world for so long. But it’s time to let go! It’s all God’s anyways. Free yourself (Luke 14:25-35). In fact, God recently had me do something that honestly pained me and I couldn’t believe He had me do it. He had me get rid of all of my Instagram posts and reels except for one (which was a video of a prophetic word He gave me months ago). Even though He gave me a timeframe for this purge, I can’t lie, I battled on this. I kept asking if He was serious!!!! I couldn’t believe what I was hearing and even the duration of the task was hard for me to bear. I started thinking about what people were going to think of me, the new people that didn’t know me would think I’m crazy and just a “Jesus freak” (or one of my favorites….a “conspiracy theorist 😒). I started thinking about how nice I looked on all my photos and reels and how trash I felt I looked on the one video He had me leave (some how some way, the filter that was put on that video magically disappeared upon me posting it, humph…..go figure). But all of these insecurities started to flood in and I truly felt pained about this. This was one thing that I really I mean REALLY struggled with. And God told me to “choose”. Lord have mercy!!! I had to make a decision on which side of the fence I was on. Am I one foot in and one foot out? Half in the world and half with God? What would I choose? Panic started to come in as I reassured myself that I was more than a conqueror. I had to step out of fear and doubt and remember all of my training and remember who GOD said I was and not man. I was lead to Matthew 19:16-30 where the rich man was saddened when he asked how to inherit the kingdom of heaven and Jesus told him to sell off all of his possessions. “Then Jesus said to his disciples, “I tell you the truth, it is very hard for a rich person to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. I’ll say it again—it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the Kingdom of God!” (Matthew 19:23-24 NLT) I knew that this example was set for me. Would I fall into the snare of worldly thinking or not? I knew this was a test of my faith. Without further thought I took the plunge and did what was asked. In the Spirit God showed me a vision of what he wanted. He showed me my profile and it had the #1 under “Posts” and it had the one video showing below. Here is a screenshot of exactly what I saw in the Spirit that sent my emotions into a turmoil….
